Convergence
An Inter-Media Project
Convergence
Is an inter-media project completed for my Senior Thesis Project at McMaster University in order to qualify for my undergraduate degree in Multimedia studies. This project consists of three entries: a photo series, a short film, and an experimental film/sound piece.
Artist Statement
I grew up in a small town of Collingwood, Ontario. Known for its quaint atmosphere, famous ski hills, and stunning waterfronts, it’s certainly a place to visit if you find yourself near South Georgian Bay. But the town was - and still is - overwhelmingly white, and as a Brown Muslim person, I’d be hard pressed to find other people who looked like I do. Try as I might have to shift my identity and fit in to the “Canadian” ways of living, it was hard not to feel like I was a square peg trying to get into a round hole. I’d shift my personality, actions, and character traits based on the situation I was in or the people I was around - this was commonplace growing up and still is a big part of who I am today.
Convergence is an exploration of my “shape-shifting” identity. It reflects the constant oscillation between my Muslim self and my Canadian self and the tensions that come from those two identities both being a part of me at the same time. Sometimes the two can exist in harmony, sometimes they can’t. This project illuminates the different ways of performing identity for different contexts and aims to challenge the idea that the Muslim identity is confined to one rigid box. Narratives about Muslim People of Colour are often stereotyped and one-dimensional yet take up so much of the media landscape. I hope, through this project, to broaden understandings of the everyday nuances of being a religious minority in Western society.
Convergence I
“The Passing of Time”
This work examines my relationship with the land I grew up in and the evolving of my identity as I become more influenced by Western culture.
8 images at 19x13 inches
Convergence II
“The Women”
Two women with different cultural backgrounds and social lifestyles find themselves on a collision course with each other.
This work explores the bi-cultural nature of the Muslim experience in the diaspora.
4K, 12 mins
Convergence III
“The Kneeling”
This experimental film series contains four scenes that highlight the everyday nuances and tensions of being Muslim on Western land.
1080p, various running times. NOTE: For best results, wear headphones while viewing and ensure they are on/in the correct ear.
Part 1 - Friday Prayers
Part 3 - Supplication
Part 2 - The Duck Pond
Part 4 - The Cleanse
Special Thanks
Thank you to the performers who all graciously gave their time to be a part of this project: Tarah Ahmad, Sarah Rodricks, and Damian Spaulding. The work would not have been the same with you involved. Thanks also to Rochelle Reynolds for taking photos of me performing odd poses. Finally, thank you to Chris Myhr for your guidance, advice, and encouragement throughout this process.